I have to move out from the dorm. Engineer’s brother will gonna move in the house. Everything’s happening so fast. I can’t even get a grip of myself. I’m crushing down in this one corner of the room. It’s so hard to let go of this dorm. Too much memories that I’m not yet ready to let go.
From that day he left,
I haven’t yet moving from where he left me.
My body may not be there anymore but I’m still stuck in that place. In the front of his window. It still hurts. I’m forcing myself to move forward. I have to move forward. I still need time. But these things that I should do, like move out from this dorm is so fast. I’m dying.
It’s hard. And it hurts. A lot.
—April 25, 2018(Monday)